2009-04-10 - 11:03 p.m.
I lied to my therapist today. It wasn't like a whole big huge lie. I mean. I didn't mean to lie. I just started down a path. She asked a question and I thought I was answering it. And then it ended up that I told a lie.
Now I feel. Kind of consumed by guilt. Guilt not guilt. I feel bad for having let the lie sit there without clearing it up before the session was over. But I felt like what I was talking about wasn't a lie. That I was trying to make her understand how horrible something was. And then I think she got that. But now maybe she won't think it was that bad and I was just trying to twist her to my side.